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DeadJournal for Loki.
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| Monday, May 23rd, 2005 |
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i've moved my journal again. i'm sorry. if you want to know my new url you have to ask me. really. goodbye deadjournal, i'll really miss you. |
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| Sunday, May 22nd, 2005 |
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i've had a busy friday and saturday, and a rather horrible sunday. i saw star wars episode 3, and stayed over at jackie's, and have been generally unhappy all day today. i wish i didn't have to study for the chem sat 2, and i wish i didn't have to feel bad about getting a 'b' or so in math, and there are plenty of others things i wish as well. but mostly, i just want to sleep. there are no good video games, no good books, nothing left to see or do or write, and i am so tired. so tired. |
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| Monday, May 16th, 2005 |
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"Daddy Dj please take me to the party and let me dance along, untill the break of dawn" WOO! Techno binging time! Requests are loved and very welcome...by the way >.< I saw my brothers graduation! He's already graduated, but since he did so in the midle of the year he had to go to the ceremony at the end... The professors wore hilarious robes, it was like freaking Hogwarts, only more colorful :p Some dude graduated from somewhere in Scotland (a prof.0 and he wore a kilt with his robes. *giggles* KILTS! Do you think they really don't wear anything under those? What else...oh ha, Latinalia today. Yes, James, you managed to be MORE ANNOYING THAN I EVEN THOUGHT YOU COULD BE! Bah, blast you annoying people...leave me alone! Ha, my team won at VINCO (it's like bingo...with Latin terms). In fact, we won 4 times...but we only got one medal. Ah well, it's still nice to get a medal at all. Ha, i feel special. |
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| Wednesday, May 11th, 2005 |
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What about today? It was less hectic than yesterday (hour and a jalf lesson and My Fair Lady at Syracuse Stage) and I feel liek I got more done. I mowed the lawn, ran the mile in school, took two tests, and have very little homework. Quite a good day. I didn't actually think it would turn out so well this morning, everything seemed to be going wrong and my now-home mother is being very ....hard to deal with becaus she's so preoccupied with my grandma. who i believe is trying to kill herself, or has really lost it. poor grandma. very strange. |
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| Monday, May 9th, 2005 |
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Okay, get this...the University of Minnesota named a street "Scholars Walk". This is fine by itself, but then here was a huge debate over whether it should be "scholars Walk" or "Scholars' Walk" with an APOSTROPHE. WHAT?!!! WHO CARES! I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THEY USED ANY KIND OF PUNCTUATION ON STREET SIGNS! THIS is even sillier than that study saying that ugly children are less loved than pretty ones (yes, actual study...done in Canada...of course). So check it out! Look at our country! We actually care about lame shiz like this! http://www.startribune.com/stories/4 Sad. Very sad. *dies laughing* |
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Today is just beautiful, I don't care what anyone says, nothing bad could happen, nothing. Even if something bad did manage to sneak under the nose of the Almighty and marr this day, it would be so diminished by the sheer beauty and wonderful-ness that this day radiates with. THIS is the sound of settling. OOH! I got that song from Kiki's Delivery Service! (the opening credits song), it's amazing and silly and so little-kid...I love it! |
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| Sunday, May 8th, 2005 |
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Alright all, you have to go here: http://grockradio.com/promo/6flag-b And VOTE for STELLAR TUESDAY! Because I say so...also because they're really the only good band listed...and I like them. Yayfor Stellar! I think my mum is coming home soon, dang yo. Showboat was alright, but had too much kareoke (if you know what I mean). Plus, no one should ever sing that song 'people', ever. Simple as that, it should NOT be sung. |
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| Friday, May 6th, 2005 |
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Mr Burns, my homeroom teacher told me something pretty touching today. I wrote the quote on the board: "From those flames Not light, but darkness visible" (John Milton, Paradise Lost) And he told me that this morning he saw two dogs lying in the road. One was a blak dog that had been hit by a car, and was dead. The other, a brown dog, was lying there, alive, next to it. Waiting for it. |
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| Thursday, May 5th, 2005 |
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It's Cinco De Mayo! And... 05/05/05! But I still feel odd. emotionally dead? sort of. but more like spent. like my life was leading up to this big point (and it still is, i am far from done as of yet). but it still feels anticlimactic. like i should be able to finally get some soul-searching and fun stuff done. but i can't. help me. save me from myself. i am drowning. |
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| Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005 |
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my stomach is rebelling. i don't know why. |
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Huginn:"A weight has been lifted, and whether its absence is missed still remains to be seen." Muninn:"Society is driven by disaster, it's rained many times before." I lived through the AP, thank god. bow i get to wait two months or so to find out how i did, but i really don't even care if i ever know. i'm just glad that it's over. and i think some black and orange are in order. i'll have to think about it, but i'm pretty sure Halloween is the next big thing. i know that makes no sense, but i'm developing an affinity for black and orange. too bad polite society doesn't believe that they match. |
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| Monday, May 2nd, 2005 |
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this is not necessarily a sign of impending doom.... AP is tomorrow, and god, i am tired. sorry lord, but as you've been a bit shitty to me today, i really don't feel so bad about the slander on your name right there. what am i talking about? i had to walk home. uh-huh. yeah, not cool at all Allfather (technically, that's Odin....but whatever...). see, two and a half or so miles is a sucky length to walk in PLASTIC SANDALS with no actual jacket, and may i remind you that it's colder than 50 degrees F out there. uh-huh. i thought so, no you wouldn't want to do it either. my feet hurt. it took me 50 minutes to get home, and no i am not rpoud of that, i wish our freaking area had actual sidewalks. backwater sucks. i mean, c'mon lord, i even helped the blind-ish kid get to his bus. is this any way to repay me? huh? IS IT? what else? oh i don't know, i'm feeling tired and very out of it. i don't think i care enough about tomorrow's AP anymore. lets watch the shit hit the fan together, i've got front-row seats hun. |
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| Sunday, May 1st, 2005 |
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Well world, what do I say today? Oh yes, I was Hitchiker's Guide To The Galaxy with Beth yesterday, and it rocked my socks so much mroe than I thought it would. A 2? What is that? How could my newspaper have given it a 2? BAH IT WAS BETTER THAN THAT! I mean, sure it didn't follow the book all the time, and Trillian was much cooler than she was in the book, and...Arthur Dent looked like a grown-up version of Ron Weasley (see Harry Potter movies) but still...it reedeemed itself because...ZAPHOD WAS A TOTAL PIMP! IT WAS KICK-ASS! I mean, Zaphod is pretty pimpin' in the books, but he wore freaking VELVET SUITS in the movie! IT WAS AMAZING! Good times. Today? I'm hoping to procure some plastic spoons for VOICES tomorrow so we can eat ice cream. Yum. Also, I have to study for the AP...fun fun, I hope Peggy calls me or I'm gonna' be kinda screwed. Hear that Peggy? CALL ME FRICK IT! |
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| Saturday, April 30th, 2005 |
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I got the first e-mail I've gotten from Lew in perhaps over a year. It's made me feel bad for having kept in such shakey contact, made me feel bad for not reaching ou more when I could and perhaps should have. But it's also reminded me of some things I didn't want to forget, and maybe everything will be okay. Thanks Lew, I needed that. |
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Huginn: "The world turns and passes me by, there is much to enjoy and no time for any of it." Muninn: "I've been told that next year will be more hectic, but how can I imagine that when I have never experienced it before?" The AP for World History is Tuesday. I will not fail, but if at all possible I realy want to get a 5 on it so I can stop worrying already. I'm not sure that I know enough to get a 5 though, my teacher is realy very bad compared to the otehr one and I've probably taught myself all I know so far. (Not kidding, all I do is read the book and review in that class, she has never taught me anything, except that feminists are possibly THE most annoying people ever.) I want a 5. Then I can start really thinking about the other thing I've piled on myself, the SAT II for chem. Fun fun! Actually, I love chem to death and it should be far better than stupid AP World....grrr I hate that class. I am going so insane. OFF TO SEE HITCHIKERS GUIDE! YAYFOR! |
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| Wednesday, April 27th, 2005 |
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I'm going to bypass thought AND memory today...i think i owe some kind of explanation so, first of all on a totally different note my mum isn't home and prolly won'tbe for a while. she's gone back to my grandma's house because my grandma is really sick and in the hospital. she seems to be getting better, but my mom still wants to make sure and be with her, and be there when she's released from the hospital. yeah... so just me and my dad. and yesterday. hmmm. well. i like alex. i told him. he told me he was glad i'd told him but he's going out with someone already. who? ashley ribold or some such... i dunno, tis funky. yeeeeeeah. done. close this entry fricker. |
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| Tuesday, April 26th, 2005 |
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Huginn:"I think my luck worsens by day, I need to sleep more." Muninn:"Yesterday sucked too, I was sick." LOOK AT THAT, NOT EVEN THE RAVENS OF THOUGHT AND MEMORY HAVE ANYTHING DEEP AND MEANINGFULL TO SAY TODAY! I threw the dice and all that came up were SNAKEYES! So there you go Beth, I told him! What did it get me? NOTHING! He's....ALREADY WITH SOMEONE! FUCK! I feel....akward to say the least! Gah, how lame. Now I feel like a total tool, and...very lame. This sucks. Ah well... Better luck next time? Throw the dice....bring me luck, let me see those boxcars! |
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| Sunday, April 24th, 2005 |
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Huginn: "It rains and rains and then it snows some more. The end seems near for some of us, but running is all they can do." Muninn: "When the other old one died we were far too young for it to count. The snow is far too late this year." So I've been three places in a little over a week, four counting my native area of residence. NYC is the beginning of the list, and then when I got back home it was off to Pittsburgh PA as fated always, but then a brief foray happened where I went to Cleveland to visit my brother. He has an apartment, yayfor. His apartment is really empty. REALLY empty. AP is in a few weeks, I need to learn the whole history year over, blast my perforated memory. OH! I also subscribed to dictionary.com's word of the day. Yesterday was 'rara avis'. I already know what that means, it's 'rare bird' in Latin (that language has to be good for SOMETHING), so the word of the day thing is so far rather dissapointing. Ah well. Perhaps the otehrs will be better. 22 unread messages. I need luck for this one. |
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| Monday, April 18th, 2005 |
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And behold the birth of Loki So my space here hasn't changed much...but if I can get a sweet background going (I don't know about this, they're so distracting) then I can make my look almost complete. I think the orange and purple do me rather well... But getting the 'music' button to be the right color was a bitch because I had to edit my whole style and look through all the dumb coding to find just the right spot to put my one tiny new purple hex code. GODDAMN DEADJOURNAL MAKES EVERYTHING SO HARD TO EDIT! Ah well....it just might be worth it. |
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DeadJournal for Loki.
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crazy.
complacent.
busy.